Today I was tired after the radiation. After my grocery run to Whole Foods I came home and took a 1 1/2 hour nap while my sister played with Stuart. I also have had an upset stomach.
Tonight there is some redness above my right eyebrow. It is oval grid looking just like the plastic mask that is place upon me during radiation.
While reading this evening Carter was troubled by my hair loss. At night I usually tack up my hair to put on the aquaphor. A few days earlier both Cole and Carter were praying with Dave at bedtime. They asked "That mommy would get better and go back to the way she was before."
I have been crying tonight. This is an adjustment for all of us.
Pray that my redness does not worsen, the boys hearts and for my emotions. The next 9 treatments seem like an eternity away. I want to stop!
A little discouraged - Kate