I'm sitting outside of St. John's enjoying this beautiful day that God has ordained (I think just for me). I'm taking a short break from Kate to gather my thoughts and have a nice cup of coffee.
The Lord has been using the encouraging comments, emails, and Scripture verses you all have sent to encourage and comfort me. They are very precious.
This morning has been a difficult one for me. I hate to see my wife going through this and only wish that it were me.
God has reminded me not to fear and to completely lean on Him for my strength and the outcome, whatever it may be. His ways and purposes are higher than mine and promises never to leave me or forsake me.
I am sad; not fearful, not angry, just sad for wife who is my soul mate, my best friend, my partner, my lover, my better half.
As I am sitting here in tears, my God has whispered in my ear that He understands my pain because it was hard for him to see His own Son suffer, but it happened for a greater purpose, for the ones He loves.
Please pray that God would continue to sustain me (and Kate).